it's when i've come to realize that life has left me behind with all its fuss that i was preempted to hurry on a bit of hassle and hustle. i didn't really expect to get concerned this much with how things are going on around me until i felt that i needed to do something of great responsibility and conviction.
at this very point, i'm more or less wasted by the urgency of the situation. it's not that i don't have any choice or that i'm forced to mature to this level, it's just that when fate offered me two options which are to do nothing or to do anything it takes to reach maximum complacency, i went for maximum complacency of course.
i know it's gonna be rough especially that this new world im entering won't really entertain me in the way fun and leisure used to hang out with me, but im pretty much sure of the ends im going at. means are means and i think utilizing time, effort, energy and skill will get me where i want to be. such place may be of long-term proportions; however, as i promised myself with the one thing i need to finish, i'll certainly go back to what i know is most rewarding and most treasurable. i indeed am fixed with this idea that what's happening now is what i need to seize and at the same time, what i need to let be.
there are unexplainable mishaps in the course of reality. blame or regret can never push me to throwing my life beyond the horizons of giving up and misery. it's all in the mind. it's all in faith. it's all in confidence. it's all in actualization. it's all realization.
the gradient may vary. the slope descends and ascends, yet one things' for sure, between the black and white, there's this dimension called the grayscale, where everything's at a certain balance. this is my grayscale-inclined life, i deem to balance it as soon as possible.
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