Notes #5, 6, 7 & 8 (fb)

stat ko sana kaso di kasya:

if i were to punch myself, it would be for not being able to express many times how i felt; if i were to punch myself the second time, it would be for tolerating this excruciating silence that could have bursted the many words i never had the courage to utter right at your very ears; and finally, if i were to punch myself for this third and last time, it wouldn't be for not learning at all or for repeating the same old mistakes, but it would be for paying tribute to these punches that may have failed in letting me speak the truth before however awakened me that if there's this time and chance allotted for the two of us then i would presume it'll come and such is when i'll never have to punch myself again. :)

the ceiling just makes me think...:

if i were given a million probabilities to test my luck and 999,999 chances would be allotted for me to pick and avoid just one misfortune among the million choices, i guess i will really be choosing 999,999 lucky things to make my life better but have one unchosen piece that will make life worst --- such piece is the chance of having you...

delayed note..:

i know one day, in one random and particular moment, fate will hold the two of us seated with two cups of coffee placed between and surprisingly, i'll be contented with the silence that i wouldn't want to disturb with my words and with the presence beside me that i wouldn't want imagining disappearing from this very place at this very instance

---------- this picture is what comprises my HOPE :)

phenomenology:

Though we are enriched with the possibilities to experience, with the tendency to fall and with the nature to love, every step of the way is difficult and every decision to take is a risk… but I never asked myself why I jump off every cliff of chance I encounter..maybe because I cannot live without taking chances and without breaking unreasonable and more so unjustified restrictions..

Take chances..and let it FALL :)